BRUNETE EN LA MEMORIA

BATALLA DE BRUNETE - GUERRA CIVIL ESPAÑOLA - Julio 1937

 

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Ultima Revisión: 01/03/2011

 

 

 

"SPANSK SOMMER”

 

Nordahl Grieg

 

Gyldendal Norsk Forlag

 

 Oslo 1937

 

 

 

 

 ..... The road went through a gobelinquiet forest of low hard oaks, where the kings earlier had their hunting grounds. Soon the Guadarrama Mountains rose up with white specks of snow in the blue against the heaven; Escorial glinted up in the hills. The plain was before us.

The grain had been burnt; the fields were black and burnt after the fascists incendiary bombs had hit them. In the low pine forest the fire still crackled; the sparks flew towards the car as we whizzed past. To the right of us, on a slope a couple of hundred metres away, brown columns of earth sprayed towards heaven at short intervals; enemy shells were looking for our artillery.

A company of soldiers stood alongside the road in the shelter of a hill, and drank coffee. They wore thin yellow summer uniforms with green steel helmets and sandals. Around the waist they had wound several metres long fuse lines for the fireworks.

We left the car, and some officers followed us on. A man lay on the road as we came around the bend, blood gushed out of a wound in his thigh, the medic tied a red rubber hose around it. A Moroccan patrol on horseback had turned up and fired a few shots here.

We came to the first trenches which had been taken the day before. They had been dug in; between the pieces of earth a face or a muddy hand poked out. A stream of sweet sickly stench of corpses rose through the hot summer day as far as the lines stretched.

White letters were strewn over the graves. I took one up, it was a father in Zaragossa who wrote to his boy: "We have no food to send you, only some lettuce. But next week don Benito will be here and then we can perhaps manage some sausage and cheese"

The letters and cards were marked to the Madrid division and had the stamp: One fatherland: Spain One leader: Franco.

Everywhere there were rifles, ammunition belts, ammunition, uniform items and Moorish capes.

The photographers threw themselves over a pile of hand grenades, and demanded to photograph them in action. As for an explosion, they explained, there is no use in improvisation.

A lieutenant took a hand grenade that looked like a cob of corn with hundred small iron protrusions and threw it along the ground. Everyone threw themselves on the ground, but in a glimpse we saw the photographers far ahead, delightful like dancers in gracious cooperation, while the shrapnel flew about them. One was down on his knees, the other one stood. They had split the work with scientifical precision, the explosion was theirs.

What had once been the village of Quijorna lay before us in the boiling midday heat. The church tower still stood, with four holes in it. Four times the fascists had brought new machineguns up there, led by the village priest. With his revolver he had threatened the Moroccans when they wanted to pull back. There were sixty dead in the church when the government troops took it with hand grenades. Yes, he too.

The stench of corpses was hardly bearable inside the village. We had to tie our handkerchiefs around our noses and mouths. Medics with gas masks threw buckets of burnt lime into the graves. Around the houses shots were heard, soldiers hunted the dogs and shot them. If they would not get rabies here, where else would they get it?

The photographers had found a yellow and red nationalist flag and a saber, they were now playing toreador and bull, switching the parts quite often.  They danced around on the scalding hot plaza which was strewn with mattresses, clothing, violet priest vestments and the body of a yellow cock. It was most desirable to be toreador, only one step to the side, an almost unseen movement of the body and the bull flew past.

From a ruined house I heard voices. In the almost dark room I saw 8-10 soldiers who sat around a long table. They were studying the Franco Pesetas they had found. One of them mentioned some names, Pepe and Juan, comrades who had fallen. Another one started humming a song of mourning, the rest caught on. They sat with their heads in their hands between the paper pesetas, looked out into the air and sang.

 

 

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We were told that the division general, El Campesino, was right outside the town(1) with his staff.

To get there we had to run across an open field. Now and then a rifle bullet whistled past, a shell whined over us. A couple of times we had to throw ourselves down in the dry pale grass, where red poppies flamed. I envied the Spaniards, because they were so small. Lino especially was perfectly built, one metre and sixty centimetres, in a grey/yellow overall and clean shaven head. In the Nordic countries we are so proud that the height of our bodies increases from year to year, God only knows if this is not some degeneration that makes us unfit to take part in the culture(2). I felt terribly big and long haired.

We came to a small ditch in the earth that got deeper and deeper, in the end it was a trench as deep as waist height. We followed it until it went into the earth. We stood in a dark dugout, where some men lay sleeping.

The photographers immediately went for one of them, it was the hero of the people, the division general El Campesino. He lay in short white underpants, and it was now important to get him out in the sunshine to photograph him in this embarrassing outfit. A delighted battle ensued, the general managed to put his khaki trousers on with one hand while he with the other swatted at the attackers who danced like calves around him.

The photographers lots but were delighted anyway. One of them took, in the Spanish manner, a firm hold of his private parts and shook them as a sign of his admiration. - Oh, that is a man! He shouted.

El Campesino now came back dressed, himself folded the blanket and put out a small chair which apparently he was very proud of. It was brand new, lined with light blue silk. On it he sat with oriental dignity on the middle of the earthen floor, while we others sat on a small bench that had been hewn out of the clay. Right across from us a seventeen year old boy was on his knees and minded the telephone, - the youngest captain in the Spanish people’s army.

El Campesino, "the farmer", could perhaps be thirty years old, broad, heavily built, his skin shone as oil, and the lustre looked like it circulated out into the hair that fell haphazardly down over the brown, always inquisitive eyes. A naked girl sat cross-legged, tattooed in blue ink on his right arm.

I asked him what he had been before he became a division general. - Prisoner, he quickly answered, always a prisoner, in Spain and in Morocco, but there I fled to the Arabs. Then I became a prisoner there.

We got yellow wine in a tin can and dry bread. The shells started striking closer.

- Have they found us? The 17 year old asked.

- Arriba, El Campesino answered, they are shooting too high. That settled that question once and for all, he was the general and it would be as he said. A meal has never tasted better. From the roof of the dugout came the fresh smell of leaves and grass. A prisoner was brought in.

- Sit and have a drink.

He was a carpenter from Bilbao and had no idea about politics. He had been involuntarily recruited, yesterday was his first day at the front, and he was happy to have been taken prisoner.

He was taken away and the general eagerly looked over the things that had been found in his pockets. He was especially interested in a tiny brass binocular, just a few centimetres across. When one looked into the oculars that were pin sized, one could see two pictures, Maria and the Crucifixion.

El Campesino shook his head astounded.

 

Some Fascist bombers flew at great height over the valley, and threw their bombs a kilometre away. But when we were back on the road came a swarm of leaflets that they had dropped at the same time, swinging down through the air. It said that the Jews and the Freemasons were to blame for Spain’s poverty, and that Franco would give everyone bread and work.

Lino took a shell fragment from the road.

- This is the bread, he said, and while he nodded his head towards the destroyed houses of Quijorna: that is the work that awaits us.

 

Later during the day we met another of the people’s army’s famous generals, Lister. A ditch had been dug under an olive tree out in a field; down in that he stood with his staff. He was unusually stocky with huge limbs, he was leaning on his arms, which was as thick as a thigh, while he studied the map. His features were course, with a quiet friendliness. His uniform cap had been pushed back, it was as if the thick flowing hair would not carry it. There was something Russian about him, a communist type of heavy, slow self consciousness. Before the war he was a stone carver.

Towards the tree where Lister stood and explained the situation to us on the map, a group came walking across the field. Among the men was a tall, calm man with a Greek face and curly hair. It was the third of the young Spanish workers generals, Modesto, the highest commander at this front.

With him he had two young girls, one dressed in Khaki with an overseas cap on the blond hair, the other looked like a broad, strong peasant girl with a colourful scarf on her head. They were his interpreters, his connection with the international brigades.

Modesto told us that Villanueva de Pardillo had fallen an hour ago, a victory of great strategic importance.

Lino was already running towards the car; the rest of us followed, over the stiff sharp stubble that stung through our rubber soles.

 

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On the way we met big, grey Lorries on their way towards Madrid. They were all covered with young, light green leaves, it looked so happy, like victory and joy. They were the ambulances that were camouflaged, to protect them from the Fascists bombers. Branches whipped against our car; in 70-80 kilometres an hour the wounded and dead were taken to the midsummer feast(3).

Other trucks followed, fully packed with soldiers, they laughed and clenched their fists and shouted Salud while they whizzed past. Were they on their way to leave? They were Franco’s young conscripts who had just been taken prisoner.

Villanueva de Pardillo was up on a small hill, surrounded by pale yellow, ragged fields. Five tanks were stranded on their way up the hill; everywhere along the road and in between the grain, lay dead bodies. Her they had fought for every metre of land. Insane; earth is to be plowed and harvested, grass and grain should grow; humans should rest on it after a good days work.

But perhaps the price for the simplest basic human needs was higher than we thought. A people got themselves the right to the land, with the law on their side; those who worked on it should no longer be the impoverished slaves of the rich. Dead men lay on the fields that had been denied them. I could be no cheaper, it was the price of land.

Inside the city there was nothing to see. It was a normal Spanish village: ruined, shot to pieces, where an unharmed house, a place for humans to live, appears to be against nature and insane.

On the bridge beneath the village some trucks had been driven forwards; the dead bodies were to be removed. Medics put them on stretchers out in the fields and tossed them into the cars. Some stood up in the pile of bodies and caught them. It was like a hay wagon at home. There was room for 20-30 in each car. 

I stood watching them for a while while they were tossed up. On one the steel helmet had been pushed into the brain, one had no head, it was as if they handles a bloody headless fish; but one lay on his back with his intestines out of his underbelly and his mouth open in a white happy smile.

Down under the bridge, on the dried out riverbed, the remains of a battalion were resting. They were Spanish farmer boys. Some slept, others lay silently and stared up into the arch of the bridge; one gnawed calmly and ceaselessly on the rifle butt.

In a couple of hours they were to go on. To what? Perhaps to the car that the dead bodies were tossed up on. Maybe to Victory: a new village shot to pieces. Those were the two alternatives for today, tomorrow, for months, perhaps years.

We were going back to Madrid, and we returned to the road. New bodies were tossed up in the truck. The dead gave me no pain; it was accomplished. I came to remember a sonnet of Charles Hamilton Sorley, who fell 20 years old during the World War. It is a poem where he with bitterness rejects the pity of the living towards the dead; After all, being dead is easy.

It was the ones down under the bridge that counted.

 

 

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Chapter 9

 

Next morning Gordon and I stepped, with the headquarters permission, into an ambulance and lay down on stretchers, that were still moist from the last transport. In the sickening chloroform-stinking heat we drove out; on the walls and in the roof were pasted photographs of the leaders of the international labour movement. Ten kilometres from Escorial the carriage turned onto a bumpy road between the hills. In an old clay quarry was the first aid station; as a precaution there was no Red Cross flag. Inside in a cave that was dug six-eight metres down the hill we found the doctor, Arco, a young Rumanian Jew. He was standing washing himself; the khaki trousers were smeared with blood. A shipment had just gone out to the hospital.

Outside the Brunete plain lay in front of us; the blue tarmac road cut a diagonal straight across. The enemy shells fell just by the road. A couple of kilometres further to the front we could glimpse the fascist trenches. We waited half an hour to see whether it would calm down; it did not get any better. Arco put his steel helmet on and leapt into his Ford beside the driver and off we went. We shuddered out through the glistening white hills; now we were on the main road; the chauffeur trod the accelerator pedal all the way down, an explosion threw the earth up a hundred metres in front of us in the ditch to the left. Suddenly the brakes ground, the car stopped abruptly. Three Spaniards stood in front of us on the road. They had lean, poverty marked faces under large straw hats; they lifted their thin arms and screamed. They tottered forwards mad from over exhaustion and heat. On the road stood two stretchers where some blooded pieces of humans lay whimpering.

Shouts of woe rose from the medics too: "let's shoot them now. We cannot manage to carry them like this."

Arco went out to them; "A new ambulance will be here in five minutes. Be patient."

We drove on. Somewhat further we arrived at the ambulance that had been theirs. It lay toppled, destroyed by a direct hit; between shards of wood and engine parts lay four dead bodies.

Down the road to the right was a cannon with its crew around it; the chauffeur slowed down. "Drive on!" Arco shouted, and to the artillerymen: "Fire!" There was a bang as we drove by, we looked into the guns muzzle where the yellow-red flame shot out. Just ahead a shell had ripped up the road; we had to drive into the field and around. It was slow going; the speed had given us some protection; now we had no cover. Then the speedometre increased again, we could be passive anew, the car acted for us.

Some hills rose up ahead; here we went out and walked up a small valley. We were almost in the same area where I had visited el Campesino. After a five minute walk we found some holes dug in the earth; heads peaked out; we had come to the staff of the 11th brigade. Under a tree a strange character sat on a leather seat that had been taken from a car. He was totally naked except for a white loincloth and Alpargatas. The friendly, learned, Ghandi-face with glasses was bent over a map. It was Ludwig Renn, who now was Brigade Commander. 

He made us welcome, and was immediately willing to show us the position. Gordon would go to Madrid as fast as possible, to send a telegram to his newspaper. Renn now put on a pair of binoculars around his neck. A deep silky gash cut through his shoulder, a scar from the world war. He was an eager nudist and reluctantly wore more than shorts out by the front. He never wore a steel helmet. "It does not protect you from anything at all except for clots of earth; it is hot and in every way uncomfortable." Many of the soldiers also disliked the steel helmet. The fascists used explosive bullets, and if you were wearing a helmet a glancing shot to the head would not necessarily be life threatening, - but if the bullet exploded against the steel then all would be over. Renn was unarmed: "I fired only two shots during the entire world war, and that was unnecessary and hysterical."

We came to the trenches; the height where they lay sloped steeply downwards; in the slope on the other side, two hundred metres away the fascist lines were. This was the right flank of the front; otherwise it stretched along the road we had driven on. As pieces of coagulated blood inside black smoke the fascist’s shells exploded in the air over the valley(4).

We went back again and sat down under the olive tree. In the slope, forty-fifty metres away, the explosions welled up with a few minutes between them; it was as if they somehow belonged there; here under the tree there should be peace. Sometimes a bird whistle sounded up in the leaves; it was a rifle bullet passing.

Renns messenger, Erich, a sun burnt , German worker boy, brought food, rice and grapes. "If I get out of this war alive," he said angrily as he sat down with his plate, "I will not eat rice for fifty years."

Someone called for Renn. He ducked into one of the holes in the ground, where the field telephone was installed. Gordon and I lay in the shadow and talked, when we heard Renns friendly voice: "Comrades!". He stood outside the dugout and looked up towards the sky. Some planes came. He turned towards us and pointed smiling at a hole beneath the tree: "Bitte!"

We leapt down; there was just barely enough room for us both. We pushed ourselves into the earthen walls; in a glimpse I saw the fighter planes dive low along the valley and at the moment they rose again they fired. I lay with my head in my hands; the hammering of the machineguns could be heard quite clearly through the engine noise. I had one of Gordon’s feet against my abdomen and tried to turn; now I saw the fighter planes further away, they circled our trenches; suddenly they were back again over our heads, machineguns working. Gordon always used to speak to me in English, now he used his native tongue: "Ein gruss auf der heimat," (5)  he whispered. From all the pits under the trees shots were fired; the soldiers fired antitank cartridges. The day before they had hit a fascist fighter plane; the wreck of it lay up on the hilltop. Three times the fighters came back. Then it was over. We crawled trembling out of the pits and said "sons of whores", as was correct.

Arco now had to get back, and Gordon went with him; I was allowed by Renn to stay. Here was thin hot high mountain air; I learnt from him and the others and walked around only dressed in shorts. Every hour Renn had to go to the observation post right behind the trenches; Erich who followed him wherever he went threw the gun onto his shoulder and went after him; I was allowed to come along. We went upwards through the sparse yellow grain. The height was like a moon landscape of shell craters; in several of them bodies lay buried.

Renn looked in the binoculars, turned around and said: "Ah, our friends."

Fifty fascist planes came gliding towards us; twelve huge, black three engine Junkers; the rest fighter planes higher up. We lay down in the nearest shell crater; Erich threw himself down a bit further away. Intolerably slowly the huge planes came in over the hill; until they were almost straight over us. It was as if acid burnt my wrists: I pressed my face down into the earth and waited. Here was nice light brown gravel, I recognized it from the pavements in Madrid. The first bomb hit the ground, there was noise everywhere, earth and rock was thrown high. I thought that it was insane not to be dressed; had I had my shirt and trousers on, it appeared to me that all would have been easier; there would then have been something between me and the Junkers. I remembered the naked yellow carcasses in the hospital in Escorial. For a second I saw Renn. He lay on his back with his hands under his head and looked with interest through his glasses at every glimpse of the aircraft. Now and then he said with a caring voice: "Now hands in the ears" Then there was a loud bang right next to us and we got gravel in our noses and mouths.

Suddenly Renn stood up and wiped the sand off himself; it looked as had he stood up on the beach in Valencia. The planes were gone.

A shell hit twenty metres away from us. Another beside it, another one, seven in all that exploded exactly in a row. I stood watching them stupefied. It never occurred to me that the next one could actually reach us; they should fall in that way, so it was decided.

We returned to the valley. I walked over to a waterhole that had been dug a half metre into the earth that was hard as cement. The water was muddy but drinkable. Tired I sat down on the ground. Renn looked thoughtfully outwards. "Here there is water everywhere," he said, "when we have won the war, we shall bring it out, and we shall plant woods. Spain will become a garden."

Then the fighter planes were above us again. I ran into a dugout and lay down there; it was comparatively safe. I found it better not to be able to see the planes; my imagination could to some degree deny their existence. It was good that nothing was demanded of me. Half an hour afterwards the bombers came back; thunder after thunder outside. The faces in here in the semi darkness were tired and starved; the Brigade had been a month by the front for a month without being relieved. Not very many were killed by the bombardments; but they got on ones nerves. The Fascists anti aircraft guns were ten times as good as ours; the republican planes had no chance here by the front even if they were superior plane against plane.

We stood up and went out. They looked towards the enemy lines wondering what those dogs were planning now. Renn did not for a second stop his clear, calm style, and spoke about the fascists as "der gegner", the adversary; Erich followed him faithfully in this too.

We went up on the hill again. Renn stared towards our trenches some kilometres away, south of the Brunete road and said: "This is not sensible of them." We saw the soldiers walk back over the plain; in large flocks they went towards the road. They were young inexperienced Spaniards; the last bombardment had been hellish out there; they could not stand to lie in the shallow trenches to wait for the next one. All of a sudden the fighter planes whizzed down low onto them. The soldiers ran, some suddenly stopped and fell; the others ran on. The fighters played above them in wide turns, it was like an elegant show, they whizzed downwards shooting from their tails when they triumphantly rose again. The men hung together like men sentenced to death; the mitrallieuses flew around them and mowed them down.

Renn went back in a hurry. Messages came every moment on the field telephone; riders in steel helmets hurried on sweaty horses along the ground towards him; "I cannot make myself say that you ride prettily," he said in a sad tone and took the message. Medics came down carrying wounded. The artillery commander, Walter, a long red blond young Jew with an under bite came running in long bounds, and ran back with heaving breath. The artillery started rapid fire towards the fascist positions; an attack was underway.

Again up on the hill. Renn looked through his binoculars. "Interesting," he said, " the fascist officers are trying to drive the men up out of the trenches, they threaten with revolvers, beat them, no one obeys. This is great."

The day would never end. Two more times the fighters came, twice the bombers. In the evening a messenger arrived from Escorial. He was a young German student and sat down on the grassy hill with me and talked about books. Night started to come; coppery backs shone in the last light of day. -the thin golden pale fields, broken by shell craters, stood against a violet growing space. "How beautiful it is here," he said. "I would have loved to see this country in peacetime but it will not be so." Then darkness came; blessed night!

The kitchen had come driving out; there was food to be had. One of the other kitchen cars which was on its way to a unit further east, had gone too far, though the chauffeur knew that he was to stop there, where the three bodies lay on the road. He had travelled straight into the fascist lines.

Under one of the olive trees the cook stood and ladled out meat and soup from a kettle. A barrel of wine was there too; I drank two large cups.

Warm streaks of light came out of the ground. The men sat and wrote around candles inside the dugouts. The rest of us sat talking under the tree; the moon came up, the grasshoppers sang. I got a blanket and lay down under a tree. The earth was torn up right by, an aircraft bomb had fallen there the night before.

At midnight I awoke; two fascist planes were over us. The searchlights were turned upwards; the one plane was caught in the projector light; our anti aircraft guns fired. With a sudden maneuver the plane tried to get out of the light; suddenly there was a crash up there in the dark; the two planes had collided. A red bonfire was flaming down on the plain; for a long time smoke hung like a huge parachute above the wrecks.

At four o'clock Erich came to wake me up. Renn was at headquarters. There was a state of alarm. We were to be relieved and leave the position before morning light. We walked down the valley in a column of men with heavy packs. A lovely pale scythe of a moon lit up the grain.

 

Chapter 10

 

Down on the road stood trucks. We climbed in and drove on the blue tarmac road that was dark and wet by dew. Two kilometres away we stopped, jumped down and walked along a path between the hills. It was now clear shimmering day. In the grass a company sat eating; some blond wild heads of hair among them. "Scandinavians?" I shouted. "yes." At that moment one said "Aviacion." The fighters were coming. We ran along to find cover, we jumped into a ditch; it was quite shallow, but there were bushes around it.

The fighters had found us, and fired. I lay beside Erich, who was the only certain point of existence now that Renn was absent. As the planes had gone he said: "They will probably return." We remained there waiting. '

I got Erich to talk. He told about his life as an emigrant, he was sent from country to country and back again, from jail to jail. In Holland he was sentenced to six months for illegal immigration. He had held the defense speech himself; do you want to hear it?

There was nothing I would rather do.

"There are émigrés and émigrés; once another émigré came from Germany; he is now in Doorn. And why honoured judge? I said. Because this is not a question of justice, but of money I said."

He told about the war. Once during an attack he had thrown a hand grenade towards a fascist; the adversary was wounded, fell, but did not drop his rifle. " I saw that he was a worker boy like me. It was terrible."

"And so?"

"Then I threw a hand grenade again and finished him."

The fighters came.

Afterwards we tried to sleep. It was not possible. "Now we'll have the bombers here soon," Erich said. I took my notebook out of the back pocket and started to write; I tried to remember what had happened the last 24 hours, in sequence.

"There they are."

The twelve huge slow Junkers from yesterday came sailing along. I kept writing, to pass the time of waiting. It did not become any coherent story. I hastily wrote a name as a magic spell; thereafter:

Pale golden straws against the heaven,

Smell of hay

Gunstadsæter

Birds over the field

Erich: Now the non-intervention committee should have been here.

Three and three Junkers.

I dropped the book and pushed myself down; Erichs rifle was against my mouth, but I did not dare to move. I tried to burrow my way into the earthen wall on the side; a small edge of grass was above me; I could not get further in. The big birds were right above us. Erich said: "Now they drop their eggs."

Glints came from under the belly of the machines; they were now a bit further away. The bombs fell. It was over.

I turned on my back and thought. Two years ago I walked alone from Gunstadsæter(6) a morning at about four. I walked in there in my own thoughts and as I came to Vulua, I got away from the marked red Ts. I walked up the river on the right hand side; suddenly there was a pond in front of me. Through the clear water trouts swam; the shadow followed down on the sandy bottom. A green field lay around; the morning sun shone.

Later something unreal came about about this summer morning. I now decided that the same night I would take the train to Ringebu. Up there I would be at about 23.30 at night; then I would walk up to Gunstad farm, where I had friends, but not wake anyone up; there was an empty bedroom in the loft. The next day I would walk into the mountains to look for the pond.

Shells started falling about a kilometre away, around the main road. An officer came along the ditch, where we lay one by one along it; we were moving on. It was not far to walk; in a ravine that cut between two hills we gathered. It was a natural trench where the sides were three-four metres high. It had been used before; some small rooms were dug into the northern wall. Soldiers came backing back against the fall right over our heads while they were spooling out telephone wire which they had in a roll tied to their waists. Others carried young trees that they had cut down by a dried out river bed; creaking the crowns were dragged through the narrow ravine. The trees were stood up along the trench wall to give shade and camouflage. A fighter flew around up in the blue and disappeared.

The trench was of glittering white chalk; the eyes grew weary; it was terribly hot. To the north a small slope was still in shadow; here we lay very close, like people huddled together on a cold night to keep warm. The sun lapped up all darkness.

The leaves did not help; some warm black spots shivered on our clothes. We had had to put trousers and shirts on; our naked ankles over the alpargatas stung.

The shells hit closer. There was no drinking water; we drank some tepid sugared tea which Erich had in his water bottle; the thirst grew worse and worse.

Arco the doctor was back again. An hour ago he had gone the main road; now it was not possible. Our trenches up there had been destroyed by the shellfire; the road was not ours anymore. We had been here in reserve, now we were the first line.

The enemy artillery had found its aim. The shells were not just a long line of sound, the sound was material, as if something was treated with coarse sanding paper; the hits were on the hill behind us. A voice repeated something louder and louder inside one of the dugouts, louder and louder. The telephone operator came out. The shells had cut the wires to the first and third company; he had no more wire, and it would have been torn to pieces anyway. Two soldiers were sent out with dispatches; just follow the wire, where it was.

The explosions tore up the hill; the chalk pieces fell down. Erich came with a can of preserved food: "Here I got us some meatballs." I could not; I just now and then gnawed some dry bread.

Artillery Walter sat beside me, with his friendly under bite. "No shells can get down here. We can get some earth on us, but that is all."

Renn was back again now. With 15 minutes intervals he climbed the hill to observe whether there was any news. No one else was allowed up there; " We should not show our opponent where we are more than strictly necessary."

A Spanish soldier was taken into the ditch by two comrades. He had a thick olive yellow face; it was totally without expression; the eyes looked dead. "Simulant." Erich said. Arco showed him his watch; he did not see it. "But I'll let you have it," Arco shouted. A puzzled child’s smile lighted up his face; suddenly he lifted his head listening; his features froze in a terrible fear, he started whimpering with little fearful sounds. It was a plane he heard. "You will get to go to the hospital," Arco said to him. "Sit here with me."

A new man had arrived with the doctor, Heiner, the politkommissar of the brigade. He had been to Escorial to have some shell fragments removed from his hand. He was a powerful man at the end of his thirties, with broad furrowed features; the eyes were deep and friendly; the combed back hair was almost white. Earlier he was a well known German politician. As Politkommissar his task was to take care of the human in the soldier; to give them resolution and strength. He now demanded to be helped shaving. A soldier poured a little water from his canteen in a cup and started soaping him. But there was no way to use the knife; the soap foam was full of gravel from the explosions.

Renn came jumping down the hill, calm and pleasant. The officers had a council of war. One of the things they talked about was the transport of the wounded to the first aid station. The main road was cut off; the only chance was to find a way up the steep hillside behind us in the north, which was full of black smoking shell holes. Arco would have to try.

Renn came over to me; " You must go with him. There is little room here and there will be enough wounded."

I said goodbye to Erich and the others. I turned as I was on my way out of the ravine. I did not know whether I should see them alive again. Heiner sat patiently and picked the gravel off his face; several stood around him and laughed and gave good advice.

Ludwig Renn was once again up on the hill, very tall and thin, uncovered towards the blue summer sky. As no one else he belonged in Don Quijotes landscape.

Despite all reason I thought that such men cannot die.

 

(1)    Quijorna

(2)    Grieg often uses the word culture sarcastically, calling war and murder culture...

(3)    In Scandinavia branches with green leaves are an important part of midsummer celebrations...

(4)    He must mean Shrapnel ammunition that explodes in the air and throws steel balls in all directions.

(5)    A greeting from home

(6)    In Norway.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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